So, I haven't written a journal for a while and I figured maybe I should. So, I've been doing a lot of thinking over the past, like, year... and I realized that I'm a complete mess. I don't even know what I want to do when I'm older and I mean, I am older so I should figure this out soon. All I know is that I want to travel. I need to get out of this place and live. High school was fun, but in my last year I've realized what makes a good friend, and I've noticed that I don't have many of those. There's so much that we don't know about people, and once you get to know them better, you don't like them all that much. Have you noticed that? I've also noticed that I am a very complicated person. There's so much I want to do and so many things I want to try and I think I need to slow down. I like change. I like changing my hair and my style, it's fun to try different things. People don't look at it the same way though I guess. Just because my hair colour changes, doesn't mean I'm a different person or that I'm depressed? But whatever, people are stupid. I've finally come to that conclusion, especially working in customer service. Anyways, enough about that. Grad was awesome, except for a certain "problem" that won't leave me alone. I loved my dress, it was so different. The food was good, I now love roulette, and camping was really fun (except for the next morning) but seriously, it rocked! Our limo was so cool too, it was a 1939 Buick. I mean HOT. I'm so excited for December! I'm going to Australia!!! I've decided, with the help of my cousin, that I'm going to live there and work for awhile. I'm probably going to live in a hostel or something that I can afford. My Dad's paying for half my trip though which is wicked. Then afterwards, I'd like to go to Thailand for a couple weeks, hopefully with Gwen. But I'll have to talk to her about that. Oh yeah, and guess what? I'm sick... again. So I've gotten blood tests to see if there's anything wrong. I've gotten sick three times since the New Year! It's not fun! Now that I've given you a reasonable update, I must go! Tata!